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there was nothing in the world left to hold on to。 Nothing strong enough to pull me through the crushing
darkness。 The moment when I'd thought of Renesmee and found something I would never let go of。
〃I remember you； too；〃 I told her quietly。
It seemed very natural to lean in and press my lips to her forehead。 She smelled wonderful。 The scent of
her skin set my throat burning； but it was easy to ignore。 It didn't strip the joy from the moment。
Renesmee was real and I knew her。 She was the same one I'd fought for from the beginning。 My little
nudger； the one who loved me from the inside； too。 Half Edward； perfect and lovely。 And half me
—which； surprisingly； made her better rather than detracting。
I'd been right all along。 She was worth the fight。
〃She's fine；〃 Alice murmured； probably to Jasper。 I could feel them hovering； not trusting me。
〃Haven't we experimented enough for one day？〃 Jacob asked； his voice a slightly higher pitch with
stress。 〃Okay； Bella's doing great； but let's not push it。〃
I glared at him with real irritation。 Jasper shuffled uneasily next to me。 We were all crowded so close that
every tiny movement seemed very big。
〃What is your problem； Jacob？〃 I demanded。 I tugged lightly against his hold on Renesmee； and he just
stepped closer to me。 He was pressed right up to me； Renesmee touching both of our chests。
Edward hissed at him。 〃Just because I understand； it doesn't mean I won't throw you out； Jacob。 Bella's
doing extraordinarily well。 Don't ruin the moment for her。〃
〃I'll help him toss you； dog；〃 Rosalie promised； her voice seething。 〃I owe you a good kick in the gut。〃
Obviously； there was no change in that relationship； unless it had gotten worse。
I glared at Jacob's anxious halfangry expression。 His eyes were locked on Renesmee's face。 With
everyone pressed together； he had to be touching at least six different vampires at the moment； and it
didn't even seem to bug him。
Would he really go through all this just to protect me from myself？ What could have happened during my
transformation—my alteration into something he hated—that would soften him so much toward the
reason for its necessity？
I puzzled over it； watching him stare at my daughter。 Staring at her like。。。 like he was a blind man seeing
the sun for the very first time。
〃No！〃I gasped。
Jasper's teeth came together and Edward's arms wrapped around my chest like constricting boas。 Jacob
had Renesmee out of my arms in the same second； and I did not try to hold on to her。 Because I felt it
ing—the snap
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that they'd all been waiting for。
〃Rose；〃 I said through my teeth； very slowly and precisely。 〃Take Renesmee。〃
Rosalie held her hands out； and Jacob handed my daughter to her at once。 Both of them backed away
from me。
〃Edward； I don't want to hurt you； so please let go of me。〃
He hesitated。
〃Go stand in front of Renesmee；〃 I suggested。
He deliberated； and then let me go。
I leaned into my hunting crouch and took two slow steps forward toward Jacob。
〃You didn't；〃 I snarled at him。
He backed away； palms up； trying to reason with me。 〃You know it's not something I can control。〃
〃You stupid mutt How could you？ My babyf
He backed out the front door now as I stalked him； halfrunning backward down the stairs。 〃It wasn't
my idea； Bella！〃
〃I've held her all of one time； and already you think you have some moronic wolfy claim to her？ She's
mine〃
〃I can share；〃 he said pleadingly as he retreated across the lawn。
〃Pay up；〃 I heard Emmett say behind me。 A small part of my brain wondered who had bet against this
oute。 I didn't waste much attention on it。 I was too furious。
〃How dare you imprint on my baby？ Have you lost your mind？〃
〃It was involuntary！〃 he insisted； backing into the trees。
Then he wasn't alone。 The two huge wolves reappeared； flanking him on either side。 Leah snapped at
me。
A fearsome snarl ripped through my teeth back at her。 The sound disturbed me； but not enough to stop
my advance。
〃Bella； would you try to listen for just a second？ Please？〃 Jacob begged。 〃Leah； back off；〃 he added。
Leah curled her lip at me and didn't move。
〃Why should I listen？〃 I hissed。 Fury reigned in my head。 It clouded everything else out。
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〃Because you're the one who told me this。 Do you remember？ You said we belonged in each other's
lives； right？ That we were family。 You said that was how you and I were supposed to be。 So。。。 now we
are。 It's what you wanted。〃
I glared ferociously。 I did dimly remember those words。 But my new quick brain was two steps ahead of
his nonsense。
〃You think you'll be part of my family as my soninlawV I screeched。 My bell voice ripped through two
octaves and still came out sounding like music。
Emmett laughed。
〃Stop her； Edward；〃 Esme murmured。 〃She'll be unhappy if she hurts him。〃
But I felt no pursuit behind me。
〃No！〃 Jacob was insisting at the same time。 〃How can you even look at it that way？ She's just a baby；
for crying out loud！〃
〃That's mypointl〃 I yelled。
〃You know I don't think of her that way！ Do you think Edward would have let me live this long if I did？
All I want is for her to be safe and happy—is that so bad？ So different from what you want？〃 He was
shouting right back at me。
Beyond words； I shrieked a growl at him。
〃Amazing； isn't she？〃 I heard Edward murmur。
〃She hasn't gone for his throat even once；〃 Carlisle agreed； sounding stunned。
〃Fine； you win this one；〃 Emmett said grudgingly。
〃You're going to stay away from her；〃 I hissed up at Jacob。
〃I can't do that！〃
Through my teeth： 〃Try。 Starting now〃
〃It's not possible。 Do you remember how much you wanted me around three days ago？ How hard it
was to be apart from each other？ That's gone for you now； isn't it？〃
I glared； not sure what he was implying。
〃That was her；〃 he told me。 〃From the very beginning。 We had to be together； even then。〃
I remembered； and then I understood； a tiny part of me was relieved to have the madness explained。 But
that relief somehow only made me angrier。 Was he expecting that to be enough for me？ That one little
clarification would make me okay with this？
〃Run away while you still can；〃 I threatened。
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〃C'mon；Bells！ Nessie likes me； too；〃 he insisted。
I froze。 My breathing stopped。 Behind me； I heard the lack of sound that was their anxious reaction。
〃What。。。did youcall her？〃
Jacob took a step farther back； managing to look sheepish。 〃Well；〃 he mumbled； 〃that name you came
up with is kind of a mouthful and—〃
〃You nicknamed my daughter after the Loch Ness Monster？〃 I screeched。
And then I lunged for his throat。
23。 MEMORIES
Tm so sorry； Seth。 I should have been closer。〃
Edward was still apologizing； and I didn't think that was either fair or appropriate。 After all； Edward
hadn't pletely and inexcusably lost control of his temper。 Edward hadn't tried to rip Jacob's head off
—Jacob； who wouldn't even phase to protect himself—and then accidentally broken Seth's shoulder and
collarbone when he jumped in between。 Edward hadn't almost killed his best friend。
Not that the best friend didn't have a few things to answer for； but； obviously； nothing Jacob had done
could have mitigated my behavior。
So shouldn't have been the one apologizing？ I tried again。
〃Seth； I—〃
〃Don't worry about it； Bella； I'm totally fine；〃 Seth said at the same time that Edward said； 〃Bella； love；
no one is judging you。 You're doing so well。〃
They hadn't let me finish a sentence yet。
It only made it worse that Edward was having a difficult time keeping the smile off his face。 I knew that
Jacob didn't deserve my overreaction； but Edward seemed to find something satisfying in it。 Maybe he
was just wishing that he had the excuse of being a newborn so that